Random whine
"I continue to find it annoyingly fascinating how little physical contact I get. I get hugs from my friends, but when it comes to scritches, backrubs, etc. while I give lots I rarely get any.
I don't consider this a failing on the part of my friends, since it happens in every group I'm in it's obviously not them. However I wonder if I must be putting out some sort of subtle 'don't touch me' vibes. Even when I do get, say, a backrub from someone it rarely lasts long at all.
*Shrug*
"Or maybe it's just that my need and want for this sort of stuff so far outstrips the normal persons that it always feels like I'm getting an unequal amount."
I don't consider this a failing on the part of my friends, since it happens in every group I'm in it's obviously not them. However I wonder if I must be putting out some sort of subtle 'don't touch me' vibes. Even when I do get, say, a backrub from someone it rarely lasts long at all.
*Shrug*
"Or maybe it's just that my need and want for this sort of stuff so far outstrips the normal persons that it always feels like I'm getting an unequal amount."