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"Well going to the club last night was a mistake. I was depressed and miserabe. Going to the club and being around lots of ppl but w/o anyone to hang out specificly with made it worse. I sometimes have fun at the club, but if I'm feeling at all lonely or depressed it just makes it lots worse. And I was not terribly nice to [C] when she showed up with her new.. whatever he is.
Tried to take a long drive home to clear my mind and think things out. I figured out a couple things, but the thoughts running through my head at top speed just ended up exhausting me.

I was in a pissy mood again this morning, and dealing with my asshole manager at work today didn't help. We have these display lights in the bike area on the floor, they are designed poorly and the racks that hold the bikes can easily hit them and bust the flourecent bulbs. I noticed this problem way back in August (at least) when they were renovation the store. I mentioned it to the manager then and they said they would fix it. They didn't and I've busted at least four bulbs this way since then (at least one with a customer standing below it). Today I busted another one, and when I complained yet again to the store manager about the lights he threatened to write me up for bewing out of uniform if I continued to complain about it. Fuckhead."