I can't do this

"I can't handle this psych course. It's on personalities, except that it builds on the earlier pysch course. And my last psych course was about four years ago at a different school with a different focus and different format.
I can't handle this I don't know what I'm doing or where to go. I'm missing too many of the basic building blocks to work from. And I started the class late and have not been able to figure out the teacher's teaching methods. And I can't transfer into the earlier course because not only has the add/drop period ended, but I already got credit for it so I can't get credit again.
Fuck Fuck Fuck. But if I fail it my mom will stop paying for school. But if I drop it I won't have enough credits to pass the semester. I'm totally fucked.
Great. One semester into returning to school and two weeks into that semester and I've already ended any chance for success.

I was right. I'm a total fuckup. I should just give up and go back to working crappy minimum wage jobs. At least that's something that I'm mostly copetent enough to do."

Move along, nothing to see here...

"Ok, ignore that previous post. That was me being stupid and stressed and a lot of other stuff. I know it's not htat hopeless, I know I'm not quite that pathetic."

This is NOT a weekend update

"I'm not posting a weekend update, mainly because a large chunk of what I'd consider important enough to post I've been asked not to. And most of the rest of the weekend was colored or affected by that or my emotions because of it so I'll just leave it all alone.
One piece of info ppl might care about The Cat was limped up to my mom's place on Friday and is currently parked in her driveway until I get some moeny together and figure out what to do with her."