*sigh*

Did not get the apartment of awesomeness.

Lost

I can't get an apartment in RI without a job.

I can't get a job in RI until I live there.

I can barely get anyone to respond when I contact them about a position.

On the rare (3 in 6 months) instances I get an interview they tell me what a perfect candidate I am, then go hire someone else.

I spent over four months looking for a job in CT without any luck.

I've now been looking in RI for two months without any luck.

I've been out of work for half a year, the longest ever in my life.

I feel unemployable. My self-worth is somewhere in the negative numbers right now.

I feel stuck and hopeless and like things are only going to keep getting worse from here.

I don't know what to do.