AAARRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"I hate my psych teacher, I hate Otto Kernberg, and I hate SIgmund Freud.
I'm trying to write this damned paper, except that the books I have (which took me a week and a half to locate, are way above my abilities to comprehend. I'm supposed to write a paper on this guy, except that itt is not supoposed to be biographical or factual info, it's supposed to be about his theory, his perosnality theories and theoreticla situations using his theories. So I basicly have to aleady have a really good idea of how his theory works in order to do this. But the only things I have to learn about his theory from are books that require you to have several years of learning in Pyschodymanic theory to understand.
It's not even a normal paper where I can just pure out bullshit for several chapters. No, it's supposed to be a fuictional interview between myself and Otto Kernberg,m so I have to do it in a sort of question-answer format. This is so fucking stupid.
And I have another paper using this same theorist to review the film "American Beauty" due on Thursday."