Random whine

"I continue to find it annoyingly fascinating how little physical contact I get. I get hugs from my friends, but when it comes to scritches, backrubs, etc. while I give lots I rarely get any.
I don't consider this a failing on the part of my friends, since it happens in every group I'm in it's obviously not them. However I wonder if I must be putting out some sort of subtle 'don't touch me' vibes. Even when I do get, say, a backrub from someone it rarely lasts long at all.

*Shrug*

"Or maybe it's just that my need and want for this sort of stuff so far outstrips the normal persons that it always feels like I'm getting an unequal amount."

Toy Builder

"So at work today I got lucky, got to spend all of the last 4 hours there in the back just building bicycles.
(  I remember what I loved about this job. )