Arglebarglefargle...

"Ok, I have my new phone and all is good in that world. For those not on my friends list who want the number either call my old number and get it, or email me and I will eventually get back to you with the new number.

On a tangentally related note, I hate the secondary computer at my mom's place. It has nearly as fast a processor as my computer with twice the RAM, and one Explorer window is enough to bring it to a crawl. It's like trying to drive a car with the transmission stuck in 1st gear. You know you have more power and speed there, but you can't figure out how to use it.

I was going to post some other stuff, but I got so frustrated with the computer I forgot to. Ah well."

*sigh*

"Ok, staying on the computer until 11:30 at night reading old posts from a specific point in my life was not a good idea. I knew it wouldn't be a good idea before I did it.
Now I am tired and lonely and feeling very alone in ways that go well beyond simply not having somoene right here right now.
I desperately want things I don't have. I desperately want those things and not only do I not have them, I can think of no way to get them. In fact if I start tryiung really hard to get them I will most likely fuck up any chances I have for them.

So instead I am going to go back to the cottage and sleep, and in the morning try and distract myself with work."